Closure.

I never had an answer.
Since the day you first said you didn't want me anymore, I didn't know exactly why or what made you so certain that your life will be better without me.

Then as if a prayer had been answered, I received the answer I had been seeking for, though not from you directly.

Things have become much easier to swallow, much easier to digest as well.
Yes, it still hurts. How can it not? We had been together for 1400 plus days.
To have that all taken away from me, in a wink of an eye, is not easy to handle.

But slowly and steadily, I am moving on...

And I can finally close this chapter of my life.

Our chapter was beautiful when it started, filled with trials and tribulations in the middle, and slowly, like all stories, and all chapters, there is an ending. I wished for it to have ended on a more beautiful note, but then, if it had ended so beautifully, perhaps the next chapter will not be entertaining and lovely anymore.

Now, my story is unwritten. I am facing a blank book, starting all over again. Holding a pen in my hand, I'm going to write beautiful stories.

Thank you for 4 years of ups and downs, for the good memories we had, and for letting me see how I really deserve a much better person in my life.

I don't hate you. I don't blame you. I hope you live well.