Lonesome nights

It's been more than a month since I started my new role. More than a month since old friends from work had to leave...

Which means everything I do, I do it alone now.

I am usually very afraid of being alone, or so I thought... I remember myself as someone who always needs company.

Guess I grew out of it.

Eating alone doesn't scare me anymore.
Coming back to an empty house doesn't feel as bad as it used to.
Having quick lunch and dinner somehow seem bearable.
Driving to and from work alone isn't as awful as I thought it would be.

There are definitely perks of being alone.
Having my own alone time, just chilling to whatever makes me happy! Lol!

But on some nights it can get a bit too quiet... Some nights it just somehow feels a tad depressing in some ways.

But I'm glad that I have grown up so much compared to before.

Never expected myself to handle this so well... Haha!

*pats myself on the back*